McCarthy Faces Uncertain Future After Losing Speaker's Gavel
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Struggling to adjust to life outside the speaker's office after over a decade at the pinnacle of House GOP leadership
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Still angry about being ousted; has not made peace with the need to retire
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Finds it painful to remain in Congress with its constant reminders of everything he lost
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Taking time to decide next moves; wants to ensure he doesn't regret decisions
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Aims to use remaining influence to help Republicans keep House control, which could aid his own comeback